tonsils.

so, if i thought i was having a crappy break before, i take it back. on friday i got my tonsils taken out and my septum straightned. everything about friday gives me nightmares. going into the surgery was soo scary. coming out was even worse. the anestsia sucked. i couldn't stop shaking for hours, i felt so sick, and  was in a ton of pain. even with all the morphine and liquid pain medicine, i was miserable. when i got home, it didn't get better. i couldn't even sit up in bed. i tried to eat ice cream, but after taking my medicine, i got sick. i couldn't keep the medicine or food down for the first two days. so, we decided to just stop taking it because clearly it was too strong for my stomach. i've just been taking advil now. on monday i thought i was finally getting better. i was able to talk and eat, but its just gone down hill. i haven't been able to sleep. it's currently 5:40 and i've been up for over an hour. i havent eaten anything in over 24 hours. its horrible. christmas is my favorite holiday, and i don't even want to be a part of any of my family stuff cause i just want to lay in bed. i don't know how much longer i have until i feel semi better, but i'm hoping its soon. pray for me! 

sorry for the complaining, but if you've had them out, you know how it feels.

merry "almost" christmas.