okayyyyyyyy. update!
so atleast once a week i come to this page and start typing.. but then i decide i dont wanna do it. maybe ill try to actually post this one. lol.
okay. cant do it. but i will post lyrics that are pretty much the story of my life right now. and i bet you wouldnt guess why. you might think you're right, but its doubtful.
Miserable At Best, Mayday Parade.
Katie, don't cry, I know
You're trying your hardest
And the hardest part is letting go
Of the nights we shared
Ocala is calling and you know it's haunting
But compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright
And when we look to the sky, its not mine, but i want it so
Let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there and)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes
Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best
You're all that I hoped I'd find
In every single way
And everything I could give
Is everything you couldn't take
Cause nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away
And the hardest part of living
Is just taking breaths to stay
Because I know I'm good for something
I just haven't found it yet
But I need it
So let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there and)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes
Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best
Ladada ladada ladadaoh ohhh
And this will be the first time in a week
That I'll talk to you
And I can't speak
It's been three whole days since I've had sleep
Because I dream of his lips on your cheek
And I got the point that I should leave you alone
But we both know that I'm not that strong
And I miss the lips that made me fly
So let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there and)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes
Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable
And I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable
And I can live without you
Oh, without you I'll be miserable at best
...so ive been thinking a lot lately about 2008. all i can really think of is my biggest regret and its REALLY bothering me. ill get over it. i have to. it just kinda sucks right now.
i wanna go home.
Just kidding, it's 25.
Rules:
Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.
1. 52 is my favorite number. Got it from a comic book and I started seeing it often.
2. I really didn't want to be on Facebook this late.
3. I'm addicted to Facebook.
4. I really enjoyed the movie Mr. Brooks tonight. Check it out.
5. I'm quite content with how "blah" i'm feeling about relationships.
6. Ever since maybe November, I was borderline depressed when it came to relationships/girls.
7. I blame 90% of those feelings on reading Twilight.
8. I hate how little I read these days, including how long it's taken me to finish The Great Gatsby.
9. I'm not sure why I rap. It's part fun to do and partly the fact that it gets me attention.
10. I like attention.
11. I'm really looking forward to Spree with Julia. It should be fun.
12. I'm also really looking forward to what I'm going to wear to Spree haha
13. I dislike when people, especially girls, don't text me back, even when I ignore many a text.
14. I love eating saltine and Ritz crackers.
15. I love sweetened tea.
16. Even though I haven't played a drumset in quite a while, I'm almost always tapping my feet or hands.
17. I believe I've finally embraced my own style and what I like to wear.
18. I love my moccasins.
19. Also love my new glasses. They make me look weird.
20. I like being weird.
21. Quite often I fantasize about what could have been.
22. I'm amazed that people complain about living in Iowa, yet there are so many fascinating people I've met here.
23. I like chicken pot pies.
24. I have a blog. http://codytuckerwhat.vox.com/ (But I think one being here would know that...)
25. I yearn to do great things.
Oh man. I definitely let this die, even though I know two people who would read it haha.
Today was a good day all around!
Even though I woke up at 11 (I hate sleeping that late...) Josh gave me a holler and we finally got together to take pictures/catch up. We went downtown and basically walked around in freezing weather while Josh randomly took pictures of me being a goon. We mostly talked about new rap that excited us haha. He definitely inspires me to be more creative in a lot of aspects of my life. And yeah, I typed so that I wouldn't have to actually tell him. I'm cool! lol
THEN! I got home after we hit up Chick-Fil-A AAAND my glasses came in the mail!!
Basically, a few weeks ago, my friend Dylan found some glasses in a bathroom. He decided to keep them after cleaning them. (Hopefully.) I liked them so much that I stole them, even though they had a prescription that hurt my eyes. I'm an idiot, I know. Well my mom wasn't a fan of this so I stopped and found some 80s style frames on urbanoutfitters.com! Go buy 'em! We can match!
THEEENNN!!!! I finally put out a draft of the Assumption Girls Remix that I was satisfied with along with a rough mix of my Whitey's rap! I love rapping and anything to do with making music. I'd really like to get a band of some sorts together or some sort of rap project! We'll see what the future holds...
After all this excitement, I had to calm down by working for a few hours. While at Whitey's, I basically told Julia I'd go to Spree with her even though she didn't ask me haha. She'll just have to deal!
Monday nights are Friend Night, so I got to see some of my favorite people tonight, too!
Anyways, it's late. No one will read this. I just downloaded a crap-ton of hot rap songs. I'm feelin' good.
G'night.
Currently reading: The Great Gatsby
Currently listening to: Unstoppable - Kat DeLuna & Lil Wayne
yyyeah. so i havent been on here in over a month. i've thought about it. butttt i just havent done it.
you dont really wanna know what goes on in my life. its not very exciting. haha. right now i'm just getting ready for finals. i'm doing this right now because i cant think of any other ways to procrastinate.
i'll put my to-do list on here. its everything i need to get done before i go home for christmas break...which i am super stoked for by the way!
ooohkay.
annotative bibliographyfield reportreading journalswriting center consultation(only done because i couoldnt get an appointment) haha.book report on memory keepers daughter.portfoliocover letterreturn library booksreturn mary's booksread 17.5 protein synthesishomework on masteringchem.compsych notecardslecture questionsasia mapsell textbooksgo to bookstore and buy sweatshirtscall applebees and get on schedulebuy semi-finals fbgame ticket..GO PANTHERS!! =]
i need to get busy!! ahhhhhhh.
eff.
DONNNNEEE!!!
hi! =]
alllrighty. so pretty much everyother time i post i'm homesick. buttt i do believe i'm starting to get over that. atleast for now. lol. i called my mom on monday and told her that she needed to come get me, i didnt wanna be here anymore. she told me that i had to atleast stick it out to semester. so- here i am, but im staying. ever since then i've been trying to be more positive--and i was just being a baby. so for now, im here, and im okay with it. =]
so this week so far. uhm. monday sucked. tuesday- my classes were cancelled--yayy! i slept til like 11. haha. and then we had pride cry practice. at pride cry i realized that im crusshiin. =] haha. butt dont tell anyone! wednesday was cool. i had class. then i went to the adpi house and decorated shirts. then class... then we had pride cry. it was tonnns of fun, but we didnt place for finals. =[ laame. maybe ill post a video of our dance whenever erika puts it up. uhmmm. today. i had class. and i got a take home exam that is SO hard. but i think im slowly figuring it out. too bad its due saturday at noon-does he REALIZE its homecoming weekend.!? ugh. lol.
something thats been stressing me out-- i have NO money. i got a check from work today for $99. yay! annd ive had some company thingy taking money out of my account for 4 months, $24 bucks a month. but my mean maa called them today so that should all be back soon too. yay! lol
i went shopping today. =] i got a cute outfit for tomorra. man, i miss shopping.
the rest of today... maybe work on my exam more? uhm. basic at 8. goin to kaitlin's to make 'treats' for tomorrow. hah. then out? or erikas? whooo knows.
tomorrow. no class til 2!! woot woot. lol so we might go shopping again haha. so then class. then ii hopefully homework while erika is at work. then getting ready. maybe homecoming pep rally. then ouuuuut! omgoodness gracious i am excited for homecoming! hah. then the game saturday.
everyone keep your fingers crossed that somehow i figure out how to do my exam. lol
have a lovelyyyyyyy weekend! mwahhh. =]
Hey! I'm new here!
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I have ideas for what I'd like to write about in the future but I don't feel like starting...?
I'm currently listening to the new Jonezetta album. Very choice. Also, the new New Kids On The Block cd is my guilty pleasure. Sue me.
Word.
i wish i could do what i want to do.
HOkay so. (say it like in that video 'end of ze world') haha.
i'm in a super good mood. i have been ever since... oh i dunno- ANTM! lol. ii love americas next top model. even tho clark went home today. saadd. she is no longer on top! =[
haha. i'm so excited to go home. and i'm riding home with kelsie and im excited about that too. shes a new alpha in adpi... and i havent gotten a chance to know her yet- so this will be a gReat opportunity! lol.
annnd! i got an 88 on my world geo test! yay! my maa is proud. =] lol
uhm. we had pride cry practice tonight. pride cry is a competition we do for homecoming where different groups just make up dances to songs and to the fight song. adpi is teamed up with the sae's (a frat on campus). everyone says that they are kindof a sleezy frat.. but they seem okay so far. my partner is hilarious.
i cant think of anything else.
have a loveeeeely evening! =]
my finger nails. they're beautiful i know.
and not neccessarily for mackenzie. but my fave shirt. lol
